Man Eater
I am a prisoner in the jungle of regret,
a place of bold ferns
and slick tongues that flick
toward the blood's heat. Here
I beheld the man who ate his children.
Behind the sound of water,
in an oasis of gardenias,
he is caged.
I paid ten dollars.
He looked like me.
He was thought to have taken on wisdom
with his crime. I had prepared weighty riddles:
how do spores differ from seeds and why
am I shaped like the letter Y?
A roar escaped him
like a yawn. So, I said, what about
the children? He dropped to all fours
and regarded me
through the ribcage of bars.
They begged me to, he said.
Their little eyes cried for it.
I ate the first bleat from the womb,
then the fevers, the night terrors,
the cruelty of friends, homesickness,
inappropriate loves - kept it all down
and licked my lips.
Within this jungle I have let myself
be bound by flowered ropes that would crumble
in my hands, and blinded by wings
that flutter sunset reds and golds
across my senses.
I breathe in their fragile colors
and ask, politely, if the cage
is big enough for two.