Afterlife
─ after Dylan Thomas
If my last words are a question,
does the answer even matter?
Hope may be a liar of dying thunder.
Then am I just another transparent soul
disappearing into the emptiness of night
where I cast forever an unfinished shadow?
Still, the end of rage takes time,
so let me fight the hours to summon you back,
again hold your love so long ago cast out
from my crowd of self-pursuit. In my fight
to fade slowly, you dream in my dream;
you swaddle me in a shroud of light
that I can no longer put out,
that cannot go with me into night.
Every breath now pushes against the sails
on a voyage without compass or helm.
The chapters of truth turn their pages
back and forth, the order of truth
no more important than the path of wind,
the path of wind less important
than the song it sings.
In the last land I see,
if there is no wind, no earth, no stars,
no mind to wrap itself around a void,
then let absence be the deepest
presence of all. Let its black waters fill
the hole with truth, or with nothing
if that is the truth.