Armored
don't care
never have
never will
all the way back
to the beginning
of time
– the big bang
he longed for
fame and glory and recognition
but it never quite came
so he said he didn't care
as he matured
– in his own expanding universe
and said he would settle
– instead
for eternal love and devotion
but that never quite came either
over and over he said he didn't care
and settled on lesser expectations
– still grandiose though
and they also never quite came
in time
not caring
penetrated his every pore
and some said
it hung like an aura
– the soursweet aroma of distant skunk
both attracting and repelling
a warning to other longers
that he didn't care at all
never had
never could
never would
always will